If I could go back in time, I wouldnt change a thing...I would erase it all.
I've started this entry three or four times, but end up erasing everything I write. I have so much to say but none of it is really worth saying. It's been another emotional night. I am so tired of caring and I am so tired of hurting. If I could go back in time, I wouldnt change a thing...I would erase it all. Being in love is the most retarded thing I have ever done. I guess I should have some closure now, Brian brought to mind tonight that he no longer loves me and he has also moved on. He is happy, I guess I have to be happy for him. Uh..on second thought.