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So far each day is getting harder and sadder. I guess things get worse sometimes before they get better. I miss Fat incredibly. I wish I had just moved out there. I can't wait until this semester is over and I can pack up my car and drive to Cali.
And I have nothing to do today. Usually I would get up, take a shower, get dressed, and hang out with Fat and maybe do something and maybe not. But he was always there and now he's a million miles away and I have nothing to take a shower for. Haha, kind of sad. And I shouldn't be spending money to do stuff either because I am broke so I should just stay home...but I don't like where I'm living. I wish I still lived in Teakwood - life would be easier. But however I do not and I must make the best of every day.
So I am unpacking and grocery shopping and well, that's it. Uh wish me luck!
ha, things will get better in time.
And I have nothing to do today. Usually I would get up, take a shower, get dressed, and hang out with Fat and maybe do something and maybe not. But he was always there and now he's a million miles away and I have nothing to take a shower for. Haha, kind of sad. And I shouldn't be spending money to do stuff either because I am broke so I should just stay home...but I don't like where I'm living. I wish I still lived in Teakwood - life would be easier. But however I do not and I must make the best of every day.
So I am unpacking and grocery shopping and well, that's it. Uh wish me luck!
ha, things will get better in time.