im sorry

[dashiee]

im sorry;
for the things i have or haven't said
for the things i've done.. or haven't done
for the way i make you feel
for the way i hurt you
for the times i kept you hanging
for the way i act around you
for the way i still get butterflies
for the way that i act rudely...

im sorry that i have to leave on terms like these.. we never will understand eachother.. atleast we won't admit to it..
i know;
that you're still 'angry'.. but i know its for the best
that we will always have friction.. and yet we hope it'll change

Heidi, thank you for the things you've done and for working so hard. I love you dearlyyy and I was only bitter about having to work on Friday because of the tension before the trip with the packing and cleaning and last minute what nots.

Chrissy, I'm sorry that I have to leave for your birthday. I have an awesome plan for it though and it'll make up for me leaving, I promise.

what a sappy entry... but hey.. i couldn't leave on the terms that i was on