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i just got back from the date with kelli and blair.. it was fun.. we saw constantine.. and blair made funny noises.. then we went to tims and me and blair left a bit after.. it was a good time.. im glad 'they' made up.. i hate tension.. and im finally happy.. and yet.. bah.. the feeling of.. i dont know how to explain it.. just.. i dont know
you know what i remember being the worst feeling of it all? well. not worst.. but when it came to that.. was. .the hurt of being apart from them.. even for a little bit.. when it came down to it.. when ur all alone in a room.. thinking to urself.. its the feeling that u cant talk to them that gets u..
work today was ahhh... gad.. save us all.. i was being a complete bitch. i even slightly yelled at blair.. i apologized to her tho.. cuz.. i cant stand being a bitch to her.. ever.. and i cant be mad at christina.. and.. a few others.. but today.. above all.. work was.. hellish.. heidi was having break downs.. mathura was on the verge.. and so was i.. ohh so close.. people just tend to piss you off when you can cope with it the worst.. ahh.. just like now.. thinking about this.. or.. while trying to get this off my mind. she barges into my room and yells.. whats the point.. i know what i have to do.. im just busy at the moment.. for christs sake im not fucking 2!!!!!!! yes.. hmmm.. i just dont like it when im in a bad mood and someone yells at u and makes it worse.. and then slams the door in ur face.. its so unnecessary.. sorry about that little outburst.. it was my out burst of the day.. i didint get to do it at work.. and im glad.. so i did it on here.. she just pushed me over the line.. yay.. and its gone
these were just some random thoughts of the day.. poka!
ps.. im happy.. so.. so happy... last night was fun..
you know what i remember being the worst feeling of it all? well. not worst.. but when it came to that.. was. .the hurt of being apart from them.. even for a little bit.. when it came down to it.. when ur all alone in a room.. thinking to urself.. its the feeling that u cant talk to them that gets u..
work today was ahhh... gad.. save us all.. i was being a complete bitch. i even slightly yelled at blair.. i apologized to her tho.. cuz.. i cant stand being a bitch to her.. ever.. and i cant be mad at christina.. and.. a few others.. but today.. above all.. work was.. hellish.. heidi was having break downs.. mathura was on the verge.. and so was i.. ohh so close.. people just tend to piss you off when you can cope with it the worst.. ahh.. just like now.. thinking about this.. or.. while trying to get this off my mind. she barges into my room and yells.. whats the point.. i know what i have to do.. im just busy at the moment.. for christs sake im not fucking 2!!!!!!! yes.. hmmm.. i just dont like it when im in a bad mood and someone yells at u and makes it worse.. and then slams the door in ur face.. its so unnecessary.. sorry about that little outburst.. it was my out burst of the day.. i didint get to do it at work.. and im glad.. so i did it on here.. she just pushed me over the line.. yay.. and its gone
these were just some random thoughts of the day.. poka!
ps.. im happy.. so.. so happy... last night was fun..