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[dashday20]

I Want: my new job and school to work out so bad

I Have: the best boyfriend in the world

I Wish: i had some more close girlfriends

I Hate: spending all day alone in nates room (by my choice)

I Miss: the illusion of having girl friends

I Hear: a trojan condom commerical

I Search For: my keys and the remote... the 2 things i need to lose the most

I Wonder: now that i'm on medications will things really change and where i'll end up next year

I Love: Nate

I Ache: all the time lol i'm always sick or tired

I Always: think about what i could of done better

I Am Not: a bitch *with that said i'm a girl who does what she has to when brought to that point

I Dance: at the annex!

I Cry: when i feel lonley or when tv/movies make me feel lonley

I Am Not Always: like i have been the past year

I Write: on Xanga and live journal

I Win: rarly

I Lose: usually anything i care about

I Confuse: my emotions

I Need: to get better

I Should: go do community serive