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hmm...i haven't wrote anything in here in a really long time so im not quite sure where to even start....i guess i can try though:0)......
this weekend:
friday night the varsity girls volleyball team went to the state championships...leaving a bunch of dumb boys to the rest of us here in stertown.....well due to the fact that i "dont drink"...i didn't exactly have anything to do on friday night......HA...well so much for that...there this friend of mine named Jeff Squier?....hes awesome...he has this curly fro, is quarterback for the football team, awesome sense of humor, and unfortunately for him ...a girlfriend who plays volleyball so she was outta town that night....well being that we've always been pretty good friends and he knew i didnt drink..he called me up outta the blue and asked if i wanted to hang out....ended up being the best time ive had in quite awhile.....and the funny thing was that we didnt even really do anything?!? seriously.....we went and got mcdonalds and then went to his house and watched blue collar comedy for like 3 hours....got in a huge pillow fight ..broke some stupid picture frame thing (it was pretty crazy)......idk....it was just awesome to know that i was having fun with someones boyfriend and it didn't mean a thing......we're not telling anybody we hung out though cuz sterling = drama.....im sure hed get himself dumped or something then id have to go beat her up.....lol ....he was just kiddin around but he told me he "must have a thing for girls with green cars"....hah cuz his girlfriend Audey and I are the only ones with green bugs @ the highschool.....haha and if she dumps him hes "moving on to the maillady, cuz her bugs green too"......hes just too cool of a guy....and we have the funnest handshake ive ever done....lol wow im really rambling about this ..i should stop but for some reason im in the typing sorta mood.......anyways...thats enough about friday night.......jeffreys my new best guy friend
saturday....oh ya know...wake up at 8 for who knows what reason and take like 4 naps between then and 11:15.....then i had to get ready to go cheer @ the fb game.....well the game lasted from 12:30-4 ....and we cheered in 33 degree weather with bad wind...brrr.....haha and to top it off, they were played the "glenwood springs demons".....home of the 3 year cheerleading state champions...lol so we hung out with them awhile before the game....they were really sweet...but their uniforms were really kinda ugly for being state champs............they'll kick our asses at state:)
after the game we went to baja....some little mexican type place here thats really tiny but i swear during the lunch our the entire town of sterling finds some way to fit themselves inside......anywho so anna steffanie suzanne and jessica b? go eat there.....then anna doesnt feel good cuz her jess and suzanne got wasted the night before at one of the linebackers (spencers) house.....so we decide that we'll all go our separate ways then anna was gonna call me that night ....(we're kinda better friends again now that we talked some stuff out about how her and suzanne were attached at the hip)......but ya.....i get ready and end up goin to annas and a few of us went over to joel shermans house....party over there...but lemme tell ya it was an extremely lame one......i wasn't drinkin..as usual.....and eventually we went to kaytie easteps house cuz she was havin a party....boring there too...got to see all my old "BFF's" drunk off their asses smoking flavored cigarettes for who knows why....that made me want to leave........so anna and i left to take dan dan the cheer man home and saw brandon steeles car at 711.....so we stop and talk and decide wed all go back to annas house cuz brandon was with faget cory fehringer (college kid that thinks hes a bad ass basketball player..wants to be black) and they didnt have anywhere to drink.......so we do and its like 1:30 in the mornin....fricken brandons likin anna or some junk like that so heres cory trying SO hard to get me to drinkw ith them and play a game or some shit like that.....well i HATE this kid cuz hes one of shane gertners best friends.....;aklsjdfl;kajsdf;......so annas like oh kaela just please do it ...stupid peer pressure....so i told her i would take the half tray of the jello shots that were left over from them early......little did i know..they were about 75% everclear....blagh...i feel like throwin up just thinking about it...........you do the math....Kaela, who has only got really drunk like once in her life about a year and half ago....drinks very little....gets drunk off of 1 and a half mikes hard lemonades!!!!........downing a half tray of jello shots made with 75% everclear on an empty stomach!??!?!!?!?!?....nooooo good.....i didnt feel it for awhile..then ya..it hit me hard...and annas like lemme get you soemthin to drink.....dumb hoe bag makes me a mixed drink of spiced VODKA and diet coke......i was thirsty so i down it.....so much for me.....well i guess i ended up playing that stupid ass game they wanted to play....ended up kissing cory (mind you that cory is what i call a manwhore....gets on Everyone...they claim to be a girl....hes trying to get on um).......well some junk happened like anna pulled out that cory and i had to be in a room alone for 8 mins or some shit...well ya that happened but my alcohol was finally starting to wear off...next thing i know we were just kissing then wabam hes holding me down trying to unbutton my pants........i jumped up off that couch and was like hu uh..for reals you do not even KNOW ME...and hes like please we still have like 5 mins....noo way....i was drunk but i still kinda knew what i was doing.....so i like ran into the ktichen where brandon and anna were and i said "i quit this fucking game" prolly about 97 times.......then i thought i was gonna throw up...and so brandon...the damn genius is like just go pass out on the couch in the other room...Ha ok so i go in there...here comes cory...."ya alright?!" ....fuck no i wasnt alright....fricken kid i dont even know helps get me drunk off my ass then tries to take advantage of me.....just the thought of all of this made me sick to my stomach and i told him i was gonna throw up and hes like well then let me get the trashcan...i was like just LEAVE ME ALONE...and i cried my way to the bathroom and locked the door .....i was bawling cuz i couldnt remember what id just done and i felt like crap.....well idk how long it was till anna came and checked on me.....but i could not leave that room...the thought of standing up and walking upstairs made me think the toilet was my best friend.....so there i am.....wanting to puke but can't ...bawling into the towl hangin from the towel rack ...almost ready to pass out on the rug......well all i remember was anna tellin me to come up whenever i could...so i eventually got up and made my way upstiars....i had to tell myself to think i was walking on clouds cuz every time i took a step my head spun and i had to sit down...eventually i made it and anna told me to sleep in the bed.....nope..didnt wanna puke on her covers so i grab some blankets and fall asleep in a pile of clothes..............i have felt like complete and total crap ..ALL DAY.....and never again will i drink......after 2 years ago at brandons i never wanted to feel this way again...well me and my stubborn self had to get another taste of it to keep myself from doing it again...........well im sure ive done bored you to death so im not gonna write about anything else....i just had to get this stuff off my chest......but im feeling gross again so im gonna lay back down...............hope everyones good*