Jan 25, 2005 22:37
So has I sit here thinking I can't help but notice things. I don't know what things. But thoughts come into my head and I do not know why I think of them. Random thought...if you could stop anything in the world what would it be. Something about yourself? Something about someone? Something about everyone? Or would you stop things from happening? Kind of in a wish sort of way.
So here is something i said to sean just a bit ago that i firmly believe.....
i dont think it could ever possibly be that way. espically since people fall in love, die or get divorced, and fall in love again. i think there are a couple of those "one and only"s for everyone. it is jsut at different timws in our lives when we find them and at the best possible moment. Unless we have our eyes closed to tightly to see what is around us and what we actually have in our grasp.
Its weird to think of this time last year, or this time two years ago. Or this time in 6th grade. You jsut hear a certian word or listen to a certian song and its brings in a waterfall of memories splashing around your head. Or you smell a particular smell and the memories just some flooding in. It is strange the way our brains work. I mean i will completely forget something ever happend and someone says something i can remember it very vividly. But yet 10 seconds ago it wasnt even in my brain.
Life is so strange. The way everything is played out. I dont know how to put it into words. so I will jsut leave it at that.