Oct 04, 2005 09:07
ok first and foremost i would like to sincerely apologize for polluing your friends' page with useless nonsense and always abusing the return key. i am a total wacko i know.
ok so let's get serious today. i figured out that i am probably going to be the one who isn't very successful in life. i'm not feelin' this whole college thing...and the worst part is...my art classes are the hardest ones. my design teacher only critiques everything to her personal taste...they're not supposed to do that. this stuff is so hard. i doubt i'll make it. maybe i should just change my major...ahhh!!
i don't know what to do!!! i love art and i want to be a designer...but i hate this now...tedious 3 hours spent drawing boxes...no! i am so above that. ridiculous...ok but it will get better. it will. i'm not going to my design class today...cuz i left my thumbnails at my mom's house..yet again another reason why college is getting harder--living in two houses is super hard because i never know where anything is and it always ALWAYS effects my school life. I can just do them at home anyway. I PROMISE...quote me on that one will ya? anyway i don't feel so hot so i'm just going home early. ughhh i just want the "sex, drugs, and rock&roll"...except for the sex and the drugs...but u know what i mean.
you know black coffee.
yeah ok so i can't get my money back. rude. it's ok i can just sell my id card to the nice black boy. i can see the resemblance.
i need to go camping...real bad. i need to get away or something. i want to get away.. i wanna fly away yeah yeah yeahhhh. that could be cool.
it's hard to concentrate with you always on my mind...but i kinda like that...