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havent written for a little while. so instead of doing my paper, im gunna update. how's life been lately? peachy keen. *sarcasm*.
my classes have been overloading me with work constantly.
my SD is kicking me in the ass, but luckily evan brought me to a store to get some meds for it. (however, the meds haven't showed any significant results yet).
i realized i had fallen in love with evan, but he isnt there yet. i feel kinda rejected, but it's not his fault.
boston on saturday night was a fucking nightmare that decided to roll over into today with lovely drama. of course i was having a good time last night until a couple of things were brought to my attention.
i think my sister is still mad at me about the whole brian thing. i really cant justify my spazum about her getting back with him, but she deserves so much better. its just so sad that we cant get along. i mean, we used to be inseperable.
i havent really talked to ellie that much since i went back to school, except for when she has a problem.
im getting the sickness evan had over the weekend.
i really want to transfer to another school, maybe one that is a more geared toward my major.
i feel so immensly alone a majority of the time and i just want to feel loved. (still not his fault)
and im scared im getting too dependent. i feel like im falling back into old habits, making me severly vulnerable.
and now iv learned something else to make me entirely pissed off. wonderful. now im too pissed to do my essay. and im going to bed. maybe i can get some sleep. but ya....thanks for everything steve. you've been so helpful and wonderful. *club 4 lyfe*
my classes have been overloading me with work constantly.
my SD is kicking me in the ass, but luckily evan brought me to a store to get some meds for it. (however, the meds haven't showed any significant results yet).
i realized i had fallen in love with evan, but he isnt there yet. i feel kinda rejected, but it's not his fault.
boston on saturday night was a fucking nightmare that decided to roll over into today with lovely drama. of course i was having a good time last night until a couple of things were brought to my attention.
i think my sister is still mad at me about the whole brian thing. i really cant justify my spazum about her getting back with him, but she deserves so much better. its just so sad that we cant get along. i mean, we used to be inseperable.
i havent really talked to ellie that much since i went back to school, except for when she has a problem.
im getting the sickness evan had over the weekend.
i really want to transfer to another school, maybe one that is a more geared toward my major.
i feel so immensly alone a majority of the time and i just want to feel loved. (still not his fault)
and im scared im getting too dependent. i feel like im falling back into old habits, making me severly vulnerable.
and now iv learned something else to make me entirely pissed off. wonderful. now im too pissed to do my essay. and im going to bed. maybe i can get some sleep. but ya....thanks for everything steve. you've been so helpful and wonderful. *club 4 lyfe*