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so here I sit..alone..on such a magical holiday...im so alone. I had a party to go to but for -some reason- I couldn't make myself get out of bed...to go.So I sit here alone but whatever at least I can be my fucking sad self here then pretend im ok at some party.. when really..I feel emotionally drained and dead...I never thought he'd kill me like this,and on such a day..a fucking holiday where im sappost to be my happy est,fuck everything...fuckin nothing will work out..have your little temporary smiles idiots but let me clue you in...it wont last..and then your stuck alone.. HAPPY HOLIDAYS.
im so done. -i feel like i need something to make this night go away- mhm...
im so done. -i feel like i need something to make this night go away- mhm...