And then the clouds parted
I finally understand my relationship with running. I really get it now. I have found the actual running aspect has always been pretty rough on me, but in running's defense i have never really pushed myself, so we are both at fault for that. But then, after the torture is over, there is nothing in this world like the feeling that fills up my insides and causes my spirit to bubble over with glee.
Up in till now, i didn't understand, but now i do. Running is a witty bastard and understands the amazing revelation one experiences after a good, hard, sweaty run...and early on in its life, running decided that us poor and humble humans were going to have to work for the feeling.
So I get it now, and i respect running so much.
Running is noble.
On another note, that amazing, heart pumping, smile-making feeling has since left my body, and I have gone from bliss to depression.
I am so sad.
So many things in my life are so night right now. And many need fixing, but unfortunately, I am just not ready to deal with them right now.
So much...so many feelings, and to think what a good run can do.
If it wasn't pitch-black outside and I didn't have 2 hours of homework...I would put my new understanding of yin and yang to good use and just run.
I must always remember to just run.
-Its either this, or i find my self a drug to which be addicted.
ok, now I'm done
Up in till now, i didn't understand, but now i do. Running is a witty bastard and understands the amazing revelation one experiences after a good, hard, sweaty run...and early on in its life, running decided that us poor and humble humans were going to have to work for the feeling.
So I get it now, and i respect running so much.
Running is noble.
On another note, that amazing, heart pumping, smile-making feeling has since left my body, and I have gone from bliss to depression.
I am so sad.
So many things in my life are so night right now. And many need fixing, but unfortunately, I am just not ready to deal with them right now.
So much...so many feelings, and to think what a good run can do.
If it wasn't pitch-black outside and I didn't have 2 hours of homework...I would put my new understanding of yin and yang to good use and just run.
I must always remember to just run.
-Its either this, or i find my self a drug to which be addicted.
ok, now I'm done