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I leave for college in about twelve days. I am excited, kind of nervous, but excited. I know I'm going to miss my friends. I don't know what I'm gonna do without two of them. Seriously, no idea. And I have no idea how I'm going to go without Bryan for two and half months. I'm so in love with him, I have no idea what I'm going to do without him. But we are stronger than ever, and I really don't think me being in Massachusetts is going to tear us apart. I really hope not. Because I need him, and he's so good for/to me. We've been together the past six months, they just came and went way too fast. I'm so in love with him. And honestly, another part of me leaving that I'm going to cry about is leaving me job. I love everyone there, I have no idea how I'm going to let them go. Seriously I have so much fun there and I'm always myself. They are my second family, I love them so much. I don't know. But college is going to be fun, hopefully. I will hae fun, I know that, it's just the fact that I'm going to be on my own. Truly on my own. It's great. I can't wait.
"i'd walk through hell for you, let it burn right through my shoes. these soles are useless without you, through hell for you, let the torturing ensue; my soul is useless without you."
"i'd walk through hell for you, let it burn right through my shoes. these soles are useless without you, through hell for you, let the torturing ensue; my soul is useless without you."