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Graduation is in less than twenty days. God, I never thought I would say that. I really never thought I would, but here I am, about to begin a new chapter in my life. It's so surreal. I've learned much this year, mostly about myself I would honestly say. I have realized that I am an extremely motivated person, hate letting go, and always know I will be ok. But here I was last night, thinking and thinking, just my thoughts wandering, and I realized that I can do whatever I want. I don't have to go to college, I don't have to excel at everything I do, I can just be me. I can just mess up once in a while, because I am human, and it's normal to be like this. Nobody is perfect, and I sure don't plan to be. I love my imperfections. I love who I am, and honestly would not change a thing. I try to be the optimist at the hardest times, but I get upset, again, I am human. I feel self-actualized, but then there are those times when I don't. So, I don't think I'm at Maslow's Hierarchy just yet. Honestly, I love my life right now, I could not ask for one more thing. I have the best of friends, the best family, and the best boyfriend. Prom is now over with, MDW is now over with, and all I have for the rest of my senior year are my final papers and graduation. After this I am done. But I have learned to feel forever. I should feel forever young, forever loved, forever happy.
...surreal, the one word i have used in most of my entries, this is what sums up my high school career, surreal.
...surreal, the one word i have used in most of my entries, this is what sums up my high school career, surreal.