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[dashboard_nick]

I dont belive in loving forever.
Only love I know is the love that comes and goes.
Is this the true love people speak of?
If that is true love I want nothing to do with it.
Love is pretty much like a drug...
It makes you extremly happy and good feeling
and in the end you end up terribly sad and sometimes barly hanging on...
So if this is what love is...
tell me why do we go looking for it so often?
People come and go...
Words leave permanent scars in our hearts...
scars that will never heal...
You can try and mend them up....
but eventually they will be shown to everyone...
You can move on from a first love...
But after the first time is it ever the same?...
when your heart breaks...
can it ever be put back together?
Is love just something in our head?
Or is it truly in our heart?

then theres this one

so many things are running through my head right now im so confused and lost
will you please help me find the way?
the way to a better life
a place where I can forget the past
a place where we can talk
I need you to help me
I dont want to be alone anymore
To many nights i sat and waited
for a call I never would get
did I really deserve this?