Nov 28, 2008 22:40
This has been one of those days where I realized unpleasant things about myself. I hate those days. :) I realized that I'm not exactly above disliking people for stupid reasons. Well...maybe the reasons aren't so stupid, but I still shouldn't dislike people for them. I can't help it. People who inflict emotional pain are hard to like. Sadly, I'm acting exactly like them by being hissy at them. Yes, hissy is a word now. Jaron and I coined it.
It was such a random day to feel hissy, too. I had a great week in Missouri, and a good day, so no reason to be hissy, right? But then in the car Jaron and I got talking about someone from college who I dislike, and I realized what a bitter person I really am. Sigh. Aren't we all, though, about at least one or two people in life? (not an excuse, but at least I'm not alone).
Anyway, I could use all your prayers to become a better person. Not to sound like a Sunday School teacher, but--more like Jesus. I'm sure Jesus isn't exactly smiling when he hears what I think of people I don't like.
This poor LJ. The only time I ever write much on the internet is when I'm feeling bad, so that's most of what this poor bloggy hears about.
On a side note--how DO you tell whether you have an accurate opinion about someone whom you dislike? I mean, if you dislike them, doesn't that automatically make you biased?
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