Oct 17, 2005 19:54
So today I got to visit the gang at school after work some. Roce was in her school girl skirt and her black blouse, she looked very pretty. That was only the second time ive ever seen Sarah get dressed up of any kind, she looked absolutely amazing. Of course I couldent tell her that myself, ::le sigh::. I hate waiting.
For lunch, Mike Robert and I went to Red Lobster. That was fun. Wish Joe and Vinnie could have joined. I got a test to study for tonight which will be fun, blah. Tommorrow I got to make up something from 230-430 at school so ill be there for awhile.
Lately ive had time to think about alot of things with myself. The way I act and treat people. Made me rethink some of my habits and some of the stuff I need to do with school and personally. So if I dont hang much the next few weeks guys, im sorry. Ive also been very depressed lately, Rocey Poo and Libbye Beans know why. Just cant be helped unless I help it myself I suppose. As much as it hurts to read, im glad the Lois in my life is happy and doing stuff with her true friends. This Clark Kent failed in that department.
I seriously need to get on the ball. I have made it a goal to take the written and driving tests by Halloween. I hate being a leech to my friends that way. Theres alot of stuff I seriously need to get in order. Im ok though for those of yall who noticed my journal entries vanished. Last night I was real upset over something I read and just deleted them all, then I posted a long entry about how much I hate, well me. But I got rid of it because it wasnt true, just me venting. But im fine. I guess you can say the effects of Red Kryptonite have worn off (Smallville reference). Well thats it for now. Later Gators.