Need this

May 08, 2021 13:37

Kinda touched on this, I’ve been in a rut where I feel like I NEED something to do creatively. I LOVED podcasting about wrestling but unfortunately I became so disengaged w/it that I stopped watching. Multiple things contributed to that, but I stopped having fun watching.

Work life, just life in general, other opportunities. I’ve been a bit over overwhelmed. To the point where I sit & go, “I need something to do.” My outlet was wrestling but again, the joy kinda got sucked out of it. So what else is there?

I don’t consider myself great in too much. This is kinda why I am hesitant to try things. I lack confidence. I see so many of my friends doing amazing things here & am in awe. Writing/blogging, podcasting, being hilarious or informative. It’s both intimidating and encouraging!

I said I lack confidence. But I have been getting better. Actually, a LOT better recently. I’ve gotten a pep in my step where I’m starting to feel like I CAN do things. That I SHOULD do things. I have it in me to succeed at whatever I put my mind to. The next step is: What?

I enjoy talking. I never said here I wanted to go to school for radio/broadcasting. I know that’s not a possibility rn, so I’ll put that in the back of my head. But I loved podcasting. I thought I was getting good/comfortable at it! Problem is, I don’t know what to talk about!

This has been a rambling thread that’s just a giant circle of nothingness. Long story short, I’m going to kick myself in gear & attempt to get this anxiety/creativeness out of my system. Whether that’s attempting to podcast more, write to myself, or keep doing stupid photoshops.
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