May 30, 2004 11:53
For the last three nights in a row ive actually slept, but i have had the same dream for those three nights. This dream is the saddest dream i have ever had, as a matter of fact it is quite possibly the saddest thing i could ever think of, and its probrably the one thing in life that i really truly fear. i thought that the first night and the second night were the same, vut in the dream tonight i realized that i had it twice before, which was part of the dream. All i can feel right now is the most immense sence of saddness you could possibly think of, and i dont ever want to sleep again, the agonony of that dream is utterly unbearable.
nicholas