Oct 11, 2008 18:42
But there is nothing I can do about it. I guess I'm being selfish cunt. What else it new?
Am I the worst kind of person? Really?
I really think I have the right to be mad. I really do. And I guess if that makes me a terrible person- so be it.
I'm not mad at anyone in particular. It's just a general rage. I feel a little like I have been taken down a peg. Like I'm really not that important.
It's a glorious feeling.
At least I can start back to work and school next week and not feel like I've been run over by a truck. The doctor said I can go back this week. Hopefully the antibiotics get some of the congestion out of my chest. Tomorrow is the last pill and I'm still coughing.