Incredibly proud
I am so proud of myself. I wrote two programs last night with minimal assistance from my professor. I felt so accomplished. I have two more to write tomorrow, but I feel so confident now. I was seriously sitting at the computer with BlueJ open and thinking on how I could get around taking this class and changing my minor. Fast forward 30 minutes and I pressed "compile" for about the 15th time and it returned with no errors. My mouth was seriously agape. When I ran it, it freakin worked. I wanted to jump and down and just scream "Boo-yah! In your face mac!". But I restrained myself for fear of looking like a freak in front of classmates I will most likely have for the next few years.
I think I may reward myself by going out and buying Sex and the City. I'm dying to have it and already have two planned viewings. Plus I spent an entire, very disciplined weekend reading the first two chapters and stayed after class and admitted I was having problems. I was ridiculously responsible and admitted my short comings. This is usually so hard for me. It's my defense mechanism usually to act like I know what's going on and later educate myself on what happened. But this time I took the initiave.
Okay I have to abandon this thought right now. I think that in physic workshops/ classes they teach how to bullshit people. Like tell some gullible person the most generic trait and then claim you can sense that person around them. Not only is it annoying that she talking out of her ass- now I have to sit and listen to this terribly gullible person on how to "tap" your inner psychic. Shit. I am so glad I have enough hours to get off early today.
I think I may reward myself by going out and buying Sex and the City. I'm dying to have it and already have two planned viewings. Plus I spent an entire, very disciplined weekend reading the first two chapters and stayed after class and admitted I was having problems. I was ridiculously responsible and admitted my short comings. This is usually so hard for me. It's my defense mechanism usually to act like I know what's going on and later educate myself on what happened. But this time I took the initiave.
Okay I have to abandon this thought right now. I think that in physic workshops/ classes they teach how to bullshit people. Like tell some gullible person the most generic trait and then claim you can sense that person around them. Not only is it annoying that she talking out of her ass- now I have to sit and listen to this terribly gullible person on how to "tap" your inner psychic. Shit. I am so glad I have enough hours to get off early today.