Lost....
I have no energy and want to do absolutly nothing. I am only writing this cuz I need an outlet and maybe even some words of friendship or advice. My Brother had an accident Sun and broke his right arm and 2 vertbrea in his back. He's ok and at home, but is very lucky he's not paralized. On top of this, I can't seem to get the energy up to even get out of bed and look for a job. I have realized that I DO need to be on meds for my episodes, but can't afford em. Can't even get a job to make the money. Now my dad is being a pain in the ass again cuz he's not on his meds and it's the holidays, which I usually have a hard time dealing with. I just want everything to go away and leave me be. I know that it won't happen but thats the way I feel. I just really don't care anymore, I don't even want to do the things that I enjoyed, namely WoW and hanging out with my friends(all of you). I just don't care.