Great....Now What?
Hello LJ, it's been a while....
In 16 days I graduate from college. Everyone I know is going to come up to me and say " so you're a college graduate, what are you going to do now?" Honestly, who absolutely knows?? Everyday I fight a mixture of emotions. My brain is one big cup of half and half. What if everything was the way it was 1 year ago? What if nothing changed? If I was still at school, If I was still in a relationship, If the only thing that mattered was getting good grades, and making someone happy? Would I be happy? I don't know. I hate change. Change is always bad... but such great change as this, change you can't prevent, this change you just have to accept. I am still sad, but I'm also happy. I'm scared, but also confident in myself. I am hesitant, but also ready to start something new. I am alone... but, I am beginning to accept that as an opportunity, not a setback.
Carpe Diem!
In 16 days I graduate from college. Everyone I know is going to come up to me and say " so you're a college graduate, what are you going to do now?" Honestly, who absolutely knows?? Everyday I fight a mixture of emotions. My brain is one big cup of half and half. What if everything was the way it was 1 year ago? What if nothing changed? If I was still at school, If I was still in a relationship, If the only thing that mattered was getting good grades, and making someone happy? Would I be happy? I don't know. I hate change. Change is always bad... but such great change as this, change you can't prevent, this change you just have to accept. I am still sad, but I'm also happy. I'm scared, but also confident in myself. I am hesitant, but also ready to start something new. I am alone... but, I am beginning to accept that as an opportunity, not a setback.
Carpe Diem!