Stay and fight, Stay and fight, stay and fight
I do not know what to think right now.
I told her I didn't want to talk to her unless she knew what she wanted
I thought it would have taken her longer than 20 minutes to tell me that she thought that we should probably never talk again. Just like breaking up all over again. Another knee-jerk reaction to something that I have done.
I acted like a chicken with my head cut-off and told her no, no cutting each other out, but no talking of the past. Period. We don't need it.
Maybe things will be smoothed out now and I can move on with things in my life.
Application for Jersey is due tomorrow. I want this more than I can express into words. Please, Jesus, let me get it.
I told her I didn't want to talk to her unless she knew what she wanted
I thought it would have taken her longer than 20 minutes to tell me that she thought that we should probably never talk again. Just like breaking up all over again. Another knee-jerk reaction to something that I have done.
I acted like a chicken with my head cut-off and told her no, no cutting each other out, but no talking of the past. Period. We don't need it.
Maybe things will be smoothed out now and I can move on with things in my life.
Application for Jersey is due tomorrow. I want this more than I can express into words. Please, Jesus, let me get it.