Oct 25, 2006 00:32
I'm at my breaking point. I am so physically and emotionally drained out I don't even know where to start. Let's start with the fact that I've been awake since 7 this morning, and just got home right now. And if I didn't have this journal to just sit down and take a deep breath and reflect I really might have lost it by now.
Let's see how my day went today. Woke up to finish 2 labs for A & P that I couldn't finish last night because I was super exhausted. Started some laundry. Went to leecture and lab from 11:30- 3:00. Went straight from school to work. I was actually done at 10 but the dishwasher decided to walk out tonight causing me and Aaron to stay an extra 2 hours to help clean. Now I am about to start my Chem homework, which includes a lab, an assignment and a quiz. And I have a test tomorrow at 5 pm. I also have a Psych assignment due by midnight tomorrow and a Soc class to go to in between all of this. Yea I know. It's my fault. I signed up for all of this. But I'd really just like to take a break or at least someone give me some kind of credit for busting my ass all day every day. I just feel like I keep getting shit on. My JU friends get pissed because I honestly rarely hang out anymore. Work gets mad when I'm late when my classes run overtime. I'm 20 years old and I'm burnt out.
On top of work and school, I need to find time to study for the NAT and go get my CPR certification.
On a side note, I found this CD and it's awesome!!! It's called "The Best of Country sing the Best of Disney". I love it. Totally takes me back to my childhood days, where I'd give an arm and a leg to be right now.