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My desire to write anything at all is hovering around Zero Percent. What that means to you the reader.. only this: do yourself a favor and stop reading right now. It is going to be another flow of consciousness, I am only writing because I feel like I need to write bits. If you are still with me, just remember you were warned.
Today was like soaking up milk with bread. Pointless. My cousin came over and we had fun. We played some games together. That was nice. In the end I cant say that I am all that happy with certain aspects of my life. This job when it is good is.. great. When I am not getting work and I want to start to better my situation it is not so hot.
I missed another court date. I really need to stop living in my head.. or not. Governments aren't real like emotions or thoughts. They are real like your liver. Necissary.. but not worth devoting too much thought to.
I want to burn something to cinders and then eat the glowing ash. I want to destroy. Repress Repress Repress. Better. I really really really need some kind of harmless outlet. If I had work I could buy some paint supplies. Patience.
I am a stone.
Today was like soaking up milk with bread. Pointless. My cousin came over and we had fun. We played some games together. That was nice. In the end I cant say that I am all that happy with certain aspects of my life. This job when it is good is.. great. When I am not getting work and I want to start to better my situation it is not so hot.
I missed another court date. I really need to stop living in my head.. or not. Governments aren't real like emotions or thoughts. They are real like your liver. Necissary.. but not worth devoting too much thought to.
I want to burn something to cinders and then eat the glowing ash. I want to destroy. Repress Repress Repress. Better. I really really really need some kind of harmless outlet. If I had work I could buy some paint supplies. Patience.
I am a stone.