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Tonight I finished A Prayer for Owen Meany. It was very personal book because it is a man of christian faith telling about the death of a loved one. I wonder how long you will take to realize why that would mean so much to me? How close is the asociation between boy who lost his father and jacob as you know him. It probabley depends on how long you have been in my life. You may have memories of my father. If I could buy all the memories of my father, especially those that I was not a part of I would. That is my problem. I clung to his death, now I am clinging to his memories. I'll be bone-deep honest with you. I am scared of the day that I am not clining to his memories. Because then he will really be gone from my life. I know alot of people might have liked to see me tonight. I am sory my friends. I spent tonight with my father. It was not, dear friend, without tears.