fuck
i tried, i really did. The military didnt except my reenlistment.SO now what? Dammm it.. im so frustrated right now! I mean i did make back up plans but thats not the point. I have my 5 year plan and now its shot. sometimes i feel like selling everything i own and just leaving. Right now Portous head in my ears feels so good. I finally got a day off yesterday after 2 weeks of torcher. Im so tired and im not even drinking coffee. On top of all this i was robbed fo 100. Can you believe that? I know im at the crossroads in my life again. Im waiting for the light to be revieled. Show me the way.Tonight i think im going into downtown Daegu Korea. Its like disneyland on crack. Have you ever had like a million thoughts in your mind all coming to you at once to the point you can even sleep without getting tore the fuck up? Yeah it feels that way. So here i am. bored, no one to talk to. headache, hungry, sleepy, and having panic attacks. Hello again! Doing all this for what you say? for the people who dont even want me to be here. The koreans dont want me here, the army doesnt want me here, the marines want ot kick me out the door, but here i am. sorry you have to hear all of this, just had to vent. Im guessing im just going to try to sell my new ipod to have atleast a little bit of cash out here. Hope everything is ok back in the states. reality check.