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today i.... ate pizza... and started looking at all the review stuff i should get on... and went to a very akward familyish party.
sometimes i forget that my brother's best friends all live about ten minutes form us and all grew up together and all the parents are friends and can... have aprties together. i haven't gotten that in a while. it takes me at least half an hour to see anyone i love.
sometimes i think i missed out.
people are all going back to their respective uni's. my house seems littleer. (I am aware that is not spelled right becuase i don't even think it's a word.) i hate it more when it's full but i don't like it feeling this way either.
I think i need to not think so much. i think i need to let things happen how they do and not think about them so much. i think i need another holiday. already.
sometimes i forget that my brother's best friends all live about ten minutes form us and all grew up together and all the parents are friends and can... have aprties together. i haven't gotten that in a while. it takes me at least half an hour to see anyone i love.
sometimes i think i missed out.
people are all going back to their respective uni's. my house seems littleer. (I am aware that is not spelled right becuase i don't even think it's a word.) i hate it more when it's full but i don't like it feeling this way either.
I think i need to not think so much. i think i need to let things happen how they do and not think about them so much. i think i need another holiday. already.