so im going to rant really quick
so i came down to boca on a whim. jordan was bothering me to go, hes all better bla bla bla misses me alot, which i now believe. anyway, so i get here. mike is at alison's or watever, pedro is supposed to call me with a party to go to and he doesnt, so i just head over to jordans. meet a bunch of chill people and drink some beers and then hes drunk and starts saying shit he either doesnt mean or i will never hear again because this is only a temporary lapse of composure. he gets really sweet when hes drunk. not sexual or anything but just says things like he cares about me and he'll always be there for me and things like that. he gets affectionate too but once again, not like in a sexual way. i like him when hes happy. ran out and got some beer with him and his mood rubbed off on me. something about that kid really makes me happy.
then mike started bitching that hes gonna be at the football game today and how i should just spend the night over there that i dont want to see him and etc but hes the one that told me that i shouldnt come get him from the party in the first place? so i say fuck it and go back to the house, where he proceeds to tell me that he drank that night and i get really pissed at him. fucking retard. and hes like "its just a beer leena". wtf. hes the one that said he wouldnt drink til his birthday! liars. all of them. jordan was texting me all night. i told him that hes only 1 of 2 people that i know if i fall will be there for me. he doesnt even need to do anything to make me all better...
so today i went over to jordans again and met his friend peter and his wife (jehovas witness chick. sheltered much?) played smash and with his baby... lilly. you can tell shes mischievous as hell. ickle little baby<3
saw his mom too. she still remembers me... its been years! i bet cuz im the only decent one haha... then he got all emo and i got bored cuz they were playing smash and left, he got all pissy. rant rant rant, wat a girl
but theres SOMETHING about this kid that makes me feel like home.
weird.
so i came back to masones and started doing my studying. his mom just got home and is making me dinner. where masone is, i have no clue. but hes being bitchy as fuck, so watever.
anyway, im out
oh yeah and devin is in orlando and bitched me out for not being there.
thanks.
then mike started bitching that hes gonna be at the football game today and how i should just spend the night over there that i dont want to see him and etc but hes the one that told me that i shouldnt come get him from the party in the first place? so i say fuck it and go back to the house, where he proceeds to tell me that he drank that night and i get really pissed at him. fucking retard. and hes like "its just a beer leena". wtf. hes the one that said he wouldnt drink til his birthday! liars. all of them. jordan was texting me all night. i told him that hes only 1 of 2 people that i know if i fall will be there for me. he doesnt even need to do anything to make me all better...
so today i went over to jordans again and met his friend peter and his wife (jehovas witness chick. sheltered much?) played smash and with his baby... lilly. you can tell shes mischievous as hell. ickle little baby<3
saw his mom too. she still remembers me... its been years! i bet cuz im the only decent one haha... then he got all emo and i got bored cuz they were playing smash and left, he got all pissy. rant rant rant, wat a girl
but theres SOMETHING about this kid that makes me feel like home.
weird.
so i came back to masones and started doing my studying. his mom just got home and is making me dinner. where masone is, i have no clue. but hes being bitchy as fuck, so watever.
anyway, im out
oh yeah and devin is in orlando and bitched me out for not being there.
thanks.