There's about a thousand titles I could give to this entry.

Apr 13, 2007 14:56

Such as "W00t, there's snow outside and it looks like February =D"

or "-Rubs cheek- I hate braces. D8 -Wastes 2 hrs going to to orthodontist-"

or "Fandom FUSE Art RANT"

or "-Cries-I'M AGING!1!! T_______T No wrinkles, though, =D ... I think."

or "I present you the biggest failure to have attempted cel-shading, -steps on stage and strikes a Zelos pose-"

and etc. etc. etc. Yume, you'd get all of them.

First off, forget it. I won't be able to finish it today. I will not finish it today. Yeah yeah, a month ago I promised myself I'd get it done by April 13th, yatta yatta. Well too bad. Promises are made to be broken, after all. I didn't want to break it originally because I wanted to feel good today, and not utter crap, since it was like a gift to yourself, but I was thinking last night, and came to the conclusion that all this is BS.

The promise, that is. I already know my cell-shade is UTTER, DEPLORABLE, DESPICABLE AND DISHONORABLE piece of crap. If I finish it today, it would be out of a sole sense of getting something done on a shitty deadline, MUCH LIKE AN UNIMPORTANT SCHOOL PROJECT THAT'S BEEN PROCRASTINATED FOREVER.

But that, however, is NOT how I consider my fandom. And MANY people know that. I wanted to get it done to feel accomplished, to contribute to the dusty, damp and dark corner that is mai fandom, but that thing isn't gonna get me anywhere. If I want to get something done, and DONE WELL, like we both know, Time is not something that will ever manage to stop me. I've already at least 25 hours gone down to this pic. And since you're willing to see it with me through UNTIL THE END, I think you understand.

Bring everything you need tomorrow. Guillotine, Ulgo knives, Death Notes, Judgment Chains, Durandal, Eternal Sword, Asturian bows, Adava Kedavra spells, Crucius(sp?) spells, Rings, I don't care. ANYTHING YOU HAVE. IMMA GONNA MAKE IT OUT ALIVE. WITH MY HEAD HIGH AND FANDOM SEARING HIGHER THAN THE SUN, DDD8 W00T.

ANYWAY. That was the rant. I feel so dramatic. ... And old, -cries-

I woulda spent the day leeting on other stuffs on PS7 that is not always I fly with You, but had to go to the Ortho since a brace fell off. The wire poked so hard at my gum that it's been sore for 2 days now. =_= At least they fixed it.

And I would take a picture of my front yard and upload it if I wasn't so lazy. LOLZ, SNOW IN MID-APRIL. I feel like I'm born in winter, =D. And as fun as it might be, IT'S STILL NOT GOOD FOR THE PLANET. SCREW YOU, GLOBAL WARMING, DDD8 -unconsciously contributes to it-.

And hoorah. I feel old. -Slams desk- Dammit. I don't even know what to feel about ages anymore. I wish I was 14 so I'd be all smart-ass and PWN these 20-yrs people who can't type in debates and prance around like some bratty kid much like Genis, even if I'm not that fond of him, and then I want to be lyke all old and stuff so I could, er legally, draw yaoi pr0n sign up for things that minors can't.

Well screw that. Dx BOO, [/quotes Anise] I'm gonna skip around in the house to get rid of some emo-ness on this wonderful Friday the 13th, if you'll excuse me, =D

[/senseless life-rant]

ANYWAY, 2X.

I might upload some icons later. DOES ANYONE KNOW HOW TO TYPE GRILL-LIKE THINGS ON LJ? ^^;;

irl: rant rant, fandom: rant rant

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