Rediscovering old emotions. . .
(Closed to Pele)
I should have posted this a long time ago, but I didn't for fear of some nasty repercussions that may assume from it. Hence why I haven't spoken to Amelda, Kaiba or anyone else other than Malik, the pharaoh and Pegasus. Zigfried I don't seem to know too well, nor do I care to at this point. I'm having enough inner struggles than to deal with another person that wears his emotions on his sleeve. I'm sure he's a good person, but I'm not ready.
Malik and Pegasus were a tremendous help to me. It is through them that I have made my decision to come forth. Yes, I have been close to Pele, and for those that know the reasons, they should know that the decision wasn't made lightly.
I had no other choice. I don't want any more bloodshed nor do I want to see others suffer for my mistake. It is with a heavy heart that what I am about to say next may not surprise many as it will some.
I was once a king that ruled justly for the sake of his people. I have lost an entire civilization because of my arrogance and new found power. I can't allow that to happen again. I was misguided and young. My father that once trusted me with this responsibility, told me that I was ready. Once the stone made it's way to my hands, I have changed his view. I grew tired and bitter. With each new millennium, came a new problem. As I look back, I can't help but think, "What have I done?"
I didn't think things through and for that, many lives suffered my fate of bitterness, loneliness and cold resolve. I will do all I can to stop this from happening again, even at the cost of my own life.
Pele has spared me for a reason. I feel that she has good in her, but she can't express it because she has spent many ions wrapped in hatred and bitterness. I hope I can reach her in time before she throws the world into chaos and fear.
We must set aside our hatred towards one another and help each other. Those that don't like me, I cannot fault you for your resentment towards me, but please understand that there are little options at this point.
I should have posted this a long time ago, but I didn't for fear of some nasty repercussions that may assume from it. Hence why I haven't spoken to Amelda, Kaiba or anyone else other than Malik, the pharaoh and Pegasus. Zigfried I don't seem to know too well, nor do I care to at this point. I'm having enough inner struggles than to deal with another person that wears his emotions on his sleeve. I'm sure he's a good person, but I'm not ready.
Malik and Pegasus were a tremendous help to me. It is through them that I have made my decision to come forth. Yes, I have been close to Pele, and for those that know the reasons, they should know that the decision wasn't made lightly.
I had no other choice. I don't want any more bloodshed nor do I want to see others suffer for my mistake. It is with a heavy heart that what I am about to say next may not surprise many as it will some.
I was once a king that ruled justly for the sake of his people. I have lost an entire civilization because of my arrogance and new found power. I can't allow that to happen again. I was misguided and young. My father that once trusted me with this responsibility, told me that I was ready. Once the stone made it's way to my hands, I have changed his view. I grew tired and bitter. With each new millennium, came a new problem. As I look back, I can't help but think, "What have I done?"
I didn't think things through and for that, many lives suffered my fate of bitterness, loneliness and cold resolve. I will do all I can to stop this from happening again, even at the cost of my own life.
Pele has spared me for a reason. I feel that she has good in her, but she can't express it because she has spent many ions wrapped in hatred and bitterness. I hope I can reach her in time before she throws the world into chaos and fear.
We must set aside our hatred towards one another and help each other. Those that don't like me, I cannot fault you for your resentment towards me, but please understand that there are little options at this point.