fuck bullshitters
So there is actually a large part of Asian culture that I can't stand, and that I've finally come to fully realize while I've been living here in Taiwan for almost 5 months. And that is so much of this culture requires bullshitting everything. I hate it. No one here seems to be able to really say what they feel, or express themselves. It's all motherfucking fake bullshit. Maybe I'm just writing this out of being in a pissy mood, but I don't think what I'm saying is completely crazy.
Sometimes I really have to wonder why the fuck I am still here. Honestly. Am I even happy here? I think I am, but then shit happens, and then I just want to hop on a plane and fly back to a life where I know I am actually accepted in. Or maybe more so.
I don't feel I fit in here. I used to think I didn't fit in American society -- being all Asian and crap -- but now I know I don't fit in with Asian society. My mentality is far to American, but my physical appearance is Asian, and therefore people here perceive me as being "one of them" and that "I should understand." Well even if I "do understand" that doesn't mean that "I agree" or "should agree."
Fuck the bureaucracy. Fuck the system. Fuck people. Period.
That should seriously be made into a motto/tagline/bumper sticker/some stupid shit like that that can be displayed for everyone to fucking see.
FUCK PEOPLE.
Making this public because I just don't give a shit about who reads this anyways.
Sometimes I really have to wonder why the fuck I am still here. Honestly. Am I even happy here? I think I am, but then shit happens, and then I just want to hop on a plane and fly back to a life where I know I am actually accepted in. Or maybe more so.
I don't feel I fit in here. I used to think I didn't fit in American society -- being all Asian and crap -- but now I know I don't fit in with Asian society. My mentality is far to American, but my physical appearance is Asian, and therefore people here perceive me as being "one of them" and that "I should understand." Well even if I "do understand" that doesn't mean that "I agree" or "should agree."
Fuck the bureaucracy. Fuck the system. Fuck people. Period.
That should seriously be made into a motto/tagline/bumper sticker/some stupid shit like that that can be displayed for everyone to fucking see.
FUCK PEOPLE.
Making this public because I just don't give a shit about who reads this anyways.