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Christmas is almost here...yay?
It's not so much that I hate this time of year, as it is I hate having to pretend my family's not disfunctional. My brother's home for two weeks, so that means we all get to be surrounded by a nice thick air of tension, and if anyone tells him to shut up and chill the fuck out when he starts to act like a five year old throwing a tantrum, our parents yell at us. Hooray
And then we have our annual family Christmas party on monday night, and this year we have to drive quite a ways for it, why!? I'll talk to maybe 5 people there for more than the "hi merry christmas" crap, eat a few bites of crappy home made food, then sit around till it's time to go. My idea of fun just isn't sitting around with my extended family, many of whom have developed many healthy symptoms of alcoholism, gabbing about how bad they have it or why hanging the President would make their lives so much better. Or whatever the hell else they talk about
I swear, if my brother tries to make himself feel better by pretending to give a rats ass about anyone else, I can't be held repsonsible for my actions
And I hate how people sometimes give me shit for flat out saying I don't care what the hell happens to my brother, if you had any idea what he's like or what he's done to the family, you'd wish him dead as well
It's not so much that I hate this time of year, as it is I hate having to pretend my family's not disfunctional. My brother's home for two weeks, so that means we all get to be surrounded by a nice thick air of tension, and if anyone tells him to shut up and chill the fuck out when he starts to act like a five year old throwing a tantrum, our parents yell at us. Hooray
And then we have our annual family Christmas party on monday night, and this year we have to drive quite a ways for it, why!? I'll talk to maybe 5 people there for more than the "hi merry christmas" crap, eat a few bites of crappy home made food, then sit around till it's time to go. My idea of fun just isn't sitting around with my extended family, many of whom have developed many healthy symptoms of alcoholism, gabbing about how bad they have it or why hanging the President would make their lives so much better. Or whatever the hell else they talk about
I swear, if my brother tries to make himself feel better by pretending to give a rats ass about anyone else, I can't be held repsonsible for my actions
And I hate how people sometimes give me shit for flat out saying I don't care what the hell happens to my brother, if you had any idea what he's like or what he's done to the family, you'd wish him dead as well