Why am I writing this?

May 26, 2005 21:49

Yea, I don't think anyone's going to actually read this, but I hear it somehow helps cause you can get shit off your chest or something. I've been very busy lately, which is good I guess because when I'm by myself and bored is when I get the worst. I'm probably only going to write in this thing like once a week, if that, not that it matters because no one's going to read it. I don't know, I just keep having really weird thoughts, some of them kinda scary, maybe it'll help to say em sometime. But I usually back out of telling anyone anything that's on my mind because I'm pretty sure it'll freak them out

And oh yea, my studdering's been getting worse I think. It's at its worst at work for some reason, today I just had to keep stopping myself from talking for about 10 seconds and then start again because the more I tried to correct myself the more I'd stumble on my own words

I hope no one reads this, and if you do please don't put me on your friends list cause that way people could get my username and i don't want anyone I don't give it to to have it
Next post
Up