Can haz a do-over?
[leans on droll flist] Ok. This week just officially sucks. Today was less rage inducing than yesterday, but instead involved a heart sonogram sort of scan in which I think the lady was trying to shove the sonogram wand through my ribs (or at least that's what it felt like, and dude, I realize the breast is mostly fatty tissue, but there's a lot of nerve endings there too) or at least create an interesting pattern of spotty bikini line bruises.
And then work exploded.
Oh, and school too.
And I've had to default and bow out of five different things in the last month alone that I really wanted to do, capped by having to drop out of a creative partnership today that I really really wanted to do but just don't have time for. That's a heaping lot of paranoid guilt ("oh god, I'm turning into one of THOSE people, the ones who never finish anything and burn all their bridges and leave nothing but disappointment behind them until no one wants them to do anything because everyone knows they'll never finish it!") and disappointment (I really really wanted to do these things but I am just out of SPOONS) which I now have to backburner and ignore because oh, yeah, work and school are exploding and I need to take care of that first. No time for personal shite.
[leans some more]
Do me a favor? I try not to be needy greedy, but right now, I could use a lift. If there's a piece of art or fanfic or origfic that I've done that you liked and maybe meant to comment on but forgot (dude, I totally understand!), maybe drop me a comment? Doesn't have to be fancy. A kudos or "<3" work great. I could just use a quick pat on the head that my stuff doesn't totally suck and I really do finish stuff sometimes. Or, y'know, pick something I haven't finished and tell me you want me to work on it! Help me stay on track.
Seriously, could this week just be a do-over? Without the stupid? x____x
Crossposted from Dreamwidth. ::
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And then work exploded.
Oh, and school too.
And I've had to default and bow out of five different things in the last month alone that I really wanted to do, capped by having to drop out of a creative partnership today that I really really wanted to do but just don't have time for. That's a heaping lot of paranoid guilt ("oh god, I'm turning into one of THOSE people, the ones who never finish anything and burn all their bridges and leave nothing but disappointment behind them until no one wants them to do anything because everyone knows they'll never finish it!") and disappointment (I really really wanted to do these things but I am just out of SPOONS) which I now have to backburner and ignore because oh, yeah, work and school are exploding and I need to take care of that first. No time for personal shite.
[leans some more]
Do me a favor? I try not to be needy greedy, but right now, I could use a lift. If there's a piece of art or fanfic or origfic that I've done that you liked and maybe meant to comment on but forgot (dude, I totally understand!), maybe drop me a comment? Doesn't have to be fancy. A kudos or "<3" work great. I could just use a quick pat on the head that my stuff doesn't totally suck and I really do finish stuff sometimes. Or, y'know, pick something I haven't finished and tell me you want me to work on it! Help me stay on track.
Seriously, could this week just be a do-over? Without the stupid? x____x
Crossposted from Dreamwidth. ::
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