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Im so fucked up right now. I think I just need to get out of here for a while...clear my head, maybe I could manage to get some sleep elsewhere. I don't know. I seriously just don't even know what's going on. Anyone see my new myspace name? It's Insomniac, I haven't slept in four nights...tonight will make five. I've been eating a meal at least once every two days...so im okay in food. All of these emotions plus my parents on me today just fuckin' set me off. I can't take this. I know it sounds ridicules but I cry every day now. I can't think straight enough to know how to handle emotions. I feel asleep for an entire fourty-five minutes in class today...or maybe I passed out...I don't know. I was all dizzy feeling. I used to be such a better kid. I got plenty of sleep, ate well, done good in school, and because I ate well...I never had to worry about being heartbroken, because no one wanted to even give the fat kid a chance. haha. Just trying to make the best out of the worst few weeks of my life...literally.