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I can't deal with life right now. There is something seriously wrong with me. I'm NEVER like this, but i'm at a point where I need some help. Real, professional help. I'm seeking it, but it's either not working fast enough, or we're not hitting the right problem. I'm normally against meds for shit like this, but I need something to keep the focus going and to bring me up. I've been like this for far too long and it hurts.