May 04, 2007 19:02
i haven't updated since 9th grade. JEEZ. well then . . . a lot has changed.
i currently am not with tracy anymore. anyone that lies to my face doesn't deserve to be with me. i finally couldn't handle him telling lies especially not about another girl. i am involed with somone though.
school is almost over. summer is coming fast. my parents are divorced and now i know that my father is an asshole. maybe even a bigger asshole than my mom, just with less alcohol. the new house sucks. i've moved twice this past year. things aren't what you'd call great. i self harmed this week. this is the first time in almost a year. pretty stupid i know. no one seems to care anyways.
i'm currently giving a really cute kid (gross not like that he's like 11) trumpet lessons. band is going ok i guess. i'm second chair out of six. our concert is next week. my favorite new piece is perthshire majesty. it's really pretty. we can play it amazingly well actually.
no one reads this thing anymore. amanda used to. she had an old one. i remember back then when things were different. i miss those times. i live next to cherokee high school's star QB. oh boy! another big headed ass hole in my life. perfect. my school sucks balls. so many drugs and so many people trying to be somthing they aren't. oh well.
i haven't done this in forever so excuse the crappines of the content.
-andreea