Apr 24, 2008 23:13
I didn't go to work today. It was for my own sanity that I stayed home. Well, actually I didn't stay home the whole day. I tried to sleep late but the back pain kicked in and once that happens I might as well get up. I was starving and there was nothing that didn't require cooking and I was determined that I was not going to cook on my day off. Besides I'd cleaned the kitchen good last night and I wanted it to stay magazine presentable.
The cat was very confused. Poor old Chauncy hid behind the sofa in the living room. Apparently I interrupted his usual routine by being home on a weekday.
I finally got dressed about 11:00 after deciding there actually is nothing on daytime TV that I had to watch. And I wanted to make sure not soap opera came on and brainwashed me. My mom still watches them faithfully. She plans her days around them.
I went to a small restaurant/bar. Had a sandwich I didn't want...I can't stand that grisly stuff in the meat and some kind of cheap wine. That probably didn't go together but since i didn't really eat the sandwich, it didn't matter. Caught my stupid self looking around for old boyfriend #1, slapped my hand. No, no, NO getting involved even casually with him again. I had a heart-thumping moment thinking I saw one of the other girls from the office but it was just a lookalike, a prettier one too.
I walked on the riverbank, I went in the bookstore...sorriest damn excuse for one I've ever seen. Am I really the only one in the whole city that reads Star Wars books?
Then I went home and lay on the couch in my raggedy old nightgown and my favorite pillow and my cat who forgave me for messing up his schedule and a big glass of real Dr. Pepper...never, ever, ever try that berries flavored kind, you'll die...and felt GOOD. No work, no old or new boyfriends, no answering the phone.
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