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Well that was a complete exercise in futility.
I mean, ok yeah, um yeah, so Johnathan has a right to have his girl over. If I had an S.O. I'd want to spend time together. I don't. but that doesn't mean... I mean ... I'm happy for him. I really am.
But does she have to be there all the time?!?!?!?!?!!!
It's.... *sigh*
It's all so stupid.
I shouldn't have just left. I just...
*sigh* Ok this is me.
this is me being self sacrificing aaannndd putting my friends relationship above my own feelings.
yes thats it.
Yes, I shall persever through the trials and heartache.
I am a lone wolf.
Yes.
I am... ummm... wild and untameable and yes, Dangerous to know
I will walk my lonely path.
I am like Dr Beckett trapped by forces beyond my control, trying desperatly to make the wrong things right.
except without um ziggy or al. damn.
I mean, ok yeah, um yeah, so Johnathan has a right to have his girl over. If I had an S.O. I'd want to spend time together. I don't. but that doesn't mean... I mean ... I'm happy for him. I really am.
But does she have to be there all the time?!?!?!?!?!!!
It's.... *sigh*
It's all so stupid.
I shouldn't have just left. I just...
*sigh* Ok this is me.
this is me being self sacrificing aaannndd putting my friends relationship above my own feelings.
yes thats it.
Yes, I shall persever through the trials and heartache.
I am a lone wolf.
Yes.
I am... ummm... wild and untameable and yes, Dangerous to know
I will walk my lonely path.
I am like Dr Beckett trapped by forces beyond my control, trying desperatly to make the wrong things right.
except without um ziggy or al. damn.