Happy Thoughts
So I went to bed around ten thirty last night because I was just beat but around three a.m. I woke up. I couldn't fall back asleep no matter how hard I tried. As I was laying there I just started to think about everything I had in life. A home, food, clothing, wonderful friends, and a loving family and I realized that I had so much to be grateful for. I know a lot of people who have it way worse off than I do and it made me feel guilty a bit for all the whining and complaining I do about my own life. I know it's the depression and that's why I get that way but I still felt a bit guilty. At the same time though I felt happy. I realized just what a precious gift I have been given. I don't know what it was about last night that got me in such a good mood but it was nice to feel that way for a change.