Dec 30, 2005 20:39
Since day one I've been crass and far beyond.
I couldn't laugh, I couldn't cry ...
Before you judge me, take a look at yourself.
Condescending, outlivin' in a lie..
Despite all the pain in my heart grinding through,
it ain't due that you hate what I hate what you do
Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far,
a backstabbing motherfucker to the bone is what you are
And everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7
You look down to me to see the scum of the earth to be.
Fuck yeah, that's me, vile and obscene.
I ain't happy about it but at least I don't judge and decree
to be better than another human being.
Everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7
Despite all the piety you've been consuming thus far,
Can anyone, somebody tell me what the fuck is going on?
Everyday when the knife in my back starts to twinge n' turn,
My eyes are catching fire and my heart starts to burn.
A foot away from you is like a bit closer to heaven,
Then again it's like being needled 24/7
you know its been a long time when my history no longer auto fills in this web address.
so ill pick up where i can remember. went with some ppl to watch king kong. much funniness. kong pins a t-rex, snaps its jaws apart, then crushes the upper jaw into itself. everyone is like horrified, and im clapping and yelling.. i played games in arcade after for a bit,, at one point, dual weild. took a 2 player hand guns game, ran double. was so much fun, its great. last week of school ftl. school sent home another set of progress reports. fkn queers, tahnkfully they vanished though XD. cant remember much else.. chem just talked in puter lab, no real work. history was the movie elf.. i want to snowball fight like that !!. xmas i got halo 2, 300 bucks towarsd drivers ed, etc. good stuff. so ive been livin in basement. track meet tuesday, i was last off the starting line for my event (55m jv) cuz i dont know starting blocks. w/e. best line: a female friend said "now im off to spend some of my hard-earned cash" everyone burst out laughing. us perverts XD. went to cousins house, we played star wars battlefront 2 for xbox for about 6 hours. fucken leet. i am the god of battlefront 2 ctf. 0 deaths, like 50000000 kills. i did D mostly, although cappin wasn too hard. sneak around behind their base, run through, roll past two tanks and three-four guards, then up a ramp, across several platforms. one guy chased me up, he got pwnt. i found heal nd restock droids there too. came back, nice and easy. i got endurance, gunslinger, frenzy, guardian, war hero. tons of leet medals. when i used chewbacca, couldnt be touched. good game. been at work most of this week. talked to gobi today for almost 2 hours at work lol. best line: "work doesnt exist at tufts" lmfao. i also got radioactive materials from there (im serious, tis in my garage right now). bowling was fun for like first two hours, so many perverted jokes lol, then somebody was dumb, and voila end of day. today nothin big, cept when i went to kfc, they have a basket of about 500000000000 peppermints, i reached in and stole 40.. now have grabbed like a hundred from there lol. fkn noobs. and thats all i can remember.