A Return
Well hey there, livejournal.
You may be wondering, "Peter, what is prompting your return to livejournal after a two month absence?" The answer to that question would be that I'm feeling a little more depressed than usual.
I don't know. I just feel aimless. I'm now the only person in my class not working at a theater-related job for the summer/ living in New York. I've had so many rejections, even from places I didn't really even want to work at in the first place. For the first time, I'm just really questioning my career choice. I don't doubt that I love acting, and I know there isn't anything I'd rather do, but I just don't know if I'm good enough to make it. Seriously, if I can't get a job in Michigan, how am I supposed to make it in New York?
I really think I need to get more involved in film stuff, I just don't really know how. But I think I'm more suited for film.
Life is just such an open book right now. And I don't like open books. I like plans.
Also, I've still got two months until I get to see my girlfriend again, so that's not helping.
You may be wondering, "Peter, what is prompting your return to livejournal after a two month absence?" The answer to that question would be that I'm feeling a little more depressed than usual.
I don't know. I just feel aimless. I'm now the only person in my class not working at a theater-related job for the summer/ living in New York. I've had so many rejections, even from places I didn't really even want to work at in the first place. For the first time, I'm just really questioning my career choice. I don't doubt that I love acting, and I know there isn't anything I'd rather do, but I just don't know if I'm good enough to make it. Seriously, if I can't get a job in Michigan, how am I supposed to make it in New York?
I really think I need to get more involved in film stuff, I just don't really know how. But I think I'm more suited for film.
Life is just such an open book right now. And I don't like open books. I like plans.
Also, I've still got two months until I get to see my girlfriend again, so that's not helping.