Go To Bed
So...I have this bad habit of reading through old lj entries when I should be going to bed. I only do it really late at night when I'm, for some stupid reason, looking for an excuse not to sleep.
Usually, I'll go to the entry of that day four years ago or something and see how different my life is. Sometimes I keep browsing and read old entries for way too long. Narcissistic? Most definitely.
Although, my life used to be pretty dull/pathetic. Like...any entry from about late 2005 to the end of 2007 has something to do with TV shows. Those were the dark times.
That transition period of high school to college took a really long time for me. Two years. I really wasn't doing well for a while. All I would do is go to class, work, come home, watch television, repeat. There was no drive or anything. I'm so grateful that I finally found my footing and have grown so much. I'm way more confident these days.
I have a feeling that my college to real world transition isn't going to be nearly as awkward. I was worried it would be for a while. But I have a girlfriend these days, and a plethora of amazing friends, so I'm not worried. And my first post-college professional audition went pretty damn well. So here's to hoping.
Usually, I'll go to the entry of that day four years ago or something and see how different my life is. Sometimes I keep browsing and read old entries for way too long. Narcissistic? Most definitely.
Although, my life used to be pretty dull/pathetic. Like...any entry from about late 2005 to the end of 2007 has something to do with TV shows. Those were the dark times.
That transition period of high school to college took a really long time for me. Two years. I really wasn't doing well for a while. All I would do is go to class, work, come home, watch television, repeat. There was no drive or anything. I'm so grateful that I finally found my footing and have grown so much. I'm way more confident these days.
I have a feeling that my college to real world transition isn't going to be nearly as awkward. I was worried it would be for a while. But I have a girlfriend these days, and a plethora of amazing friends, so I'm not worried. And my first post-college professional audition went pretty damn well. So here's to hoping.