Man O Man O Ray?
I have been thinking to much. Letting the dark thoughts just take hold, and keep my heart. They always take hold at least once during this shit. I'm back now. The same old content person who was here always, only caught up in the fog of ones emotions. I can't really describe to everyone my true state of being, because at this point I'm throwing so many ideas, around inside my head. I mean now that I have this Job, and sine I'll only be a serve, I should be able to pull down a good bit each 10 hour shift I work. I mean, I have to be friendly and charismatic. Right? O well. I'm not worried, I'm not going to quit or get fired. I just wont. I will not. I like to say now that I have a job. It makes me feel stable. Something real, with real people. Ha!
I'm myself in all aspects of everything I do. I can only hope that I become more like what I write out in these pages, more so than anything. I want to be fearless and courageous. I want to be able to consider this a battle of sorts, against my old self, and the new.
I mean come on, the old friends, know better than the new, but new know more than the old, so one can never know. I have to say that I am not a person who keeps the jobs he lands, and that must be said. I just get frustrated and quit. So its a battle against what can bring me down, and what will help me up.
I was told by more than one person(2) that the Jedi story, was a good one, and that I should finish it or relay what happens next well guess what. I'm going to finish it.
2.The Battle and The End.
The Jedi stood in the center of the rolling hills that covered this valley, the only even patch of land for about 15 feet around him b4 the valley began its waves and rolls. He made sure he was keeping his presence in the force at the very minimal until the very moment of the strike, only that limited his sight as far as where his enemy could come from. He watched every hill and plain, the wind blowing leaving the rustle the only sound. The last of the 2 star-ships destruction had ended several moments ago, and the passing shockwave was still a focus of much sound through the jungle. The animals, always scared into frenzy at such pure destruction. He focused his attention and reversed his grip on the silver lightsaber, leaving its short blade following his forearm. He held his other high and cross, as if to parry instantly. He could tell the dark presence was growing or coming, but he could not tell from where. He realized the sith was trying to invade his mind. He sat down, and began to focus his mind. He let the force flow through his heart, and see all of his secrets. He let it close his mind with its power. He opened his eyes forgetting he had closed them and saw the Sith standing the length of the even ground away from him. She had a smile on her face, and she didnt hold her lightsaber at all. She smiled a wicked heartless smile, that spoke of insanity, and power. She walked slowly forward, closing ground. He took one step back and stopped. She had stopped when he moved, so she was tempting him? He realized he should keep his mind clear, and focus in the force. He allowed it control of his movements, his reflexes and his very thoughts. He realized she was preparing to strike, he threw his head back just as the kick grazed his chin. He rolled with it and brought a kick up, which she immeadiately kicked down. She was fast. He realized she was drawing upon the force the second her lightsaber began to twitch, but in the same instant in flung straight into her grip igniting the split-second b4 it hit her hand. She swung an overhead blow, that he had prepared for. He cut his lightsaber off and sidestepped her strike at the same time, the moment her lightsaber passed through his unignited beam, he reignited his Aquablue blade, the force better guiding his movements he spun the lightsaber straight-down and spun himself back bringing his left hand up for a block. She had backed away the moment she saw the fluidity of his reignition technique. She had been caught unprepared and small sash of cloth from her lightsaber arm was a testament laying upon the ground, as if telling of events that have yet to pass. She allowed her anger to seeth and almost reactively the air began to crackle as the 2 havles of the force began to grow solid and powerful in one place together. They were both walking and slowly matching the other. circling, using the clearing as an almost holy ground. He turned his guard up and flung his left hand down arcing, as an almost blur of an attack comes from the Sith as she uses the force to accent her speed. She literally becomes a blur of red and black, just barely touching the ground but constantly attacking. The jedi was in a state of constant defense and this kept on for almost 2 minutes. Sapping his precious strength. She stayed on the offensive, coming from different directions to catch him off guard. He was begining to realize a small but certain pattern. He waited until she attacked again and he used the force literally to push his frail body straight up, he flew at an incredible speed light or as heavy as wished. He only went straight up, but he looked down to see her literally circle around come straight at him. She was powerful there was no doubt, but this had only just begun. He let his jump stop. He pushed his fall harder, to gain momentum and speed, and he arced his back and went straight at her. She barely realized in time to bring her lightsaber to bare. She parryed and flipped but somehow, she pushed the him away using the force, and his aim went wild. He concentrated on slowly falling and his decent lessened dramatically. The sith continued to fall as a rock, and hit the ground with enough force to create a small dustcloud. He slowly fell to gain an assesment and a break, but he knew she would not have it. He saw something red among the dust, but then quickly it began to spin the dust being blown away. the lightsaber turned pitch and as a saw flew straight at him. He stopped his use of the force and fell with a solid thunk, but the lightsaber followed, for this one was strong solely in the force, he could tell now. The lightsaber held aloft solely by her grasp on the force, it attacked visciously, and without mercy. He was using his best tactics to dodge the blade. Least thats why he thinks she was able to get such a powerful upper hand so quickly, for in the moment of a strike of her blade, she came running right out of his left, and swung a hard kick into his shin bringing him to one leg with immense pain. He screamed only once, and dove forward. He nimbly spun lengthwise as he dove and cut a swath straight through the lightsaber. The red blade's hilt fell in peaces into the clearing. Its rare crystal falling and hitting the clearing, but none noticed or even cared. It was a small glitter in sparks that now berated the air. When the force mets its opposites. Different evens could happen. Weather anamolies, and cyclones. Things erractic and without control. Much like the darkside. The wind had picked up fiercly and was blowing without relent. The Sith took one look at the debris of her trusted lightsaber, and took off straight for the jungle. The jedi, followed suit. He hung his longer lightsaber on his belt, and brought the short one to grip in his main hand. With this smaller blade he could hopefully parry anything she through, but wouldnt make him completely obvious. He realized that she could not run in this. Looking up, he sighed and used the force to propell himself onto the treetops. He got to top in time to just jump over a bolt of lightning from the undergrowth. Watching this dark-power lick and sear everything in its path was truly a fearsome show of power. The trees witherd and cracked as if death hit them instantly. He brought his lightsaber to bare, and the lightning careened and caressed the silver blade. It was the strongest and most power crystal a Jedi can weild. The silver stands for all things righteous. As a black lightsaber exumes the most powerful of dark-jedi. Weilded by the legendary Exar Kun, and even Darth Sidius, supposedly. He was fortunate to have it now, for any other lightsaber would have blown from the ammount of power flowing into the blade now. He fell back to the ground, just as another blast erupted from b4 him. He was caught unawares so quickly the saering burning was enough to fling the lightsaber about in a last ditch effort. It harmlessly flew past her and deignited. He cursed himself. And she coursed more power into his veins. He felt the lightsaber at his belt lift into the air, and he heard the hum as it ignited in her grip of the force, still lightening rained upon him burning his robes and his skin. The pain was the most he had ever felt and he knew he would not survive this onslaught alone. She had honor, he could tell, and in that moment he thought he loved her, due to the roles they were forced in, because with her he would never have been, and with he the same. With either they never would have existed and come to this. He felt his connection with force grow stronger than it had ever been, as the feigns of death were beginning to flow into him. He senses something he wanted close, and he pulled with every ounce of the force he had availabe. His silver lightsaber extended and shot straight through chest with such force that b4 he died he knew he had speared her heart perfectly, just as her control of the force let off, the lightsaber extended above him fell into his bleeding and already dieing heart. The jungle had become more than day than anywould ever realize. More fell on that day than anyone could ever imagine.
Enjoy.
I'm myself in all aspects of everything I do. I can only hope that I become more like what I write out in these pages, more so than anything. I want to be fearless and courageous. I want to be able to consider this a battle of sorts, against my old self, and the new.
I mean come on, the old friends, know better than the new, but new know more than the old, so one can never know. I have to say that I am not a person who keeps the jobs he lands, and that must be said. I just get frustrated and quit. So its a battle against what can bring me down, and what will help me up.
I was told by more than one person(2) that the Jedi story, was a good one, and that I should finish it or relay what happens next well guess what. I'm going to finish it.
2.The Battle and The End.
The Jedi stood in the center of the rolling hills that covered this valley, the only even patch of land for about 15 feet around him b4 the valley began its waves and rolls. He made sure he was keeping his presence in the force at the very minimal until the very moment of the strike, only that limited his sight as far as where his enemy could come from. He watched every hill and plain, the wind blowing leaving the rustle the only sound. The last of the 2 star-ships destruction had ended several moments ago, and the passing shockwave was still a focus of much sound through the jungle. The animals, always scared into frenzy at such pure destruction. He focused his attention and reversed his grip on the silver lightsaber, leaving its short blade following his forearm. He held his other high and cross, as if to parry instantly. He could tell the dark presence was growing or coming, but he could not tell from where. He realized the sith was trying to invade his mind. He sat down, and began to focus his mind. He let the force flow through his heart, and see all of his secrets. He let it close his mind with its power. He opened his eyes forgetting he had closed them and saw the Sith standing the length of the even ground away from him. She had a smile on her face, and she didnt hold her lightsaber at all. She smiled a wicked heartless smile, that spoke of insanity, and power. She walked slowly forward, closing ground. He took one step back and stopped. She had stopped when he moved, so she was tempting him? He realized he should keep his mind clear, and focus in the force. He allowed it control of his movements, his reflexes and his very thoughts. He realized she was preparing to strike, he threw his head back just as the kick grazed his chin. He rolled with it and brought a kick up, which she immeadiately kicked down. She was fast. He realized she was drawing upon the force the second her lightsaber began to twitch, but in the same instant in flung straight into her grip igniting the split-second b4 it hit her hand. She swung an overhead blow, that he had prepared for. He cut his lightsaber off and sidestepped her strike at the same time, the moment her lightsaber passed through his unignited beam, he reignited his Aquablue blade, the force better guiding his movements he spun the lightsaber straight-down and spun himself back bringing his left hand up for a block. She had backed away the moment she saw the fluidity of his reignition technique. She had been caught unprepared and small sash of cloth from her lightsaber arm was a testament laying upon the ground, as if telling of events that have yet to pass. She allowed her anger to seeth and almost reactively the air began to crackle as the 2 havles of the force began to grow solid and powerful in one place together. They were both walking and slowly matching the other. circling, using the clearing as an almost holy ground. He turned his guard up and flung his left hand down arcing, as an almost blur of an attack comes from the Sith as she uses the force to accent her speed. She literally becomes a blur of red and black, just barely touching the ground but constantly attacking. The jedi was in a state of constant defense and this kept on for almost 2 minutes. Sapping his precious strength. She stayed on the offensive, coming from different directions to catch him off guard. He was begining to realize a small but certain pattern. He waited until she attacked again and he used the force literally to push his frail body straight up, he flew at an incredible speed light or as heavy as wished. He only went straight up, but he looked down to see her literally circle around come straight at him. She was powerful there was no doubt, but this had only just begun. He let his jump stop. He pushed his fall harder, to gain momentum and speed, and he arced his back and went straight at her. She barely realized in time to bring her lightsaber to bare. She parryed and flipped but somehow, she pushed the him away using the force, and his aim went wild. He concentrated on slowly falling and his decent lessened dramatically. The sith continued to fall as a rock, and hit the ground with enough force to create a small dustcloud. He slowly fell to gain an assesment and a break, but he knew she would not have it. He saw something red among the dust, but then quickly it began to spin the dust being blown away. the lightsaber turned pitch and as a saw flew straight at him. He stopped his use of the force and fell with a solid thunk, but the lightsaber followed, for this one was strong solely in the force, he could tell now. The lightsaber held aloft solely by her grasp on the force, it attacked visciously, and without mercy. He was using his best tactics to dodge the blade. Least thats why he thinks she was able to get such a powerful upper hand so quickly, for in the moment of a strike of her blade, she came running right out of his left, and swung a hard kick into his shin bringing him to one leg with immense pain. He screamed only once, and dove forward. He nimbly spun lengthwise as he dove and cut a swath straight through the lightsaber. The red blade's hilt fell in peaces into the clearing. Its rare crystal falling and hitting the clearing, but none noticed or even cared. It was a small glitter in sparks that now berated the air. When the force mets its opposites. Different evens could happen. Weather anamolies, and cyclones. Things erractic and without control. Much like the darkside. The wind had picked up fiercly and was blowing without relent. The Sith took one look at the debris of her trusted lightsaber, and took off straight for the jungle. The jedi, followed suit. He hung his longer lightsaber on his belt, and brought the short one to grip in his main hand. With this smaller blade he could hopefully parry anything she through, but wouldnt make him completely obvious. He realized that she could not run in this. Looking up, he sighed and used the force to propell himself onto the treetops. He got to top in time to just jump over a bolt of lightning from the undergrowth. Watching this dark-power lick and sear everything in its path was truly a fearsome show of power. The trees witherd and cracked as if death hit them instantly. He brought his lightsaber to bare, and the lightning careened and caressed the silver blade. It was the strongest and most power crystal a Jedi can weild. The silver stands for all things righteous. As a black lightsaber exumes the most powerful of dark-jedi. Weilded by the legendary Exar Kun, and even Darth Sidius, supposedly. He was fortunate to have it now, for any other lightsaber would have blown from the ammount of power flowing into the blade now. He fell back to the ground, just as another blast erupted from b4 him. He was caught unawares so quickly the saering burning was enough to fling the lightsaber about in a last ditch effort. It harmlessly flew past her and deignited. He cursed himself. And she coursed more power into his veins. He felt the lightsaber at his belt lift into the air, and he heard the hum as it ignited in her grip of the force, still lightening rained upon him burning his robes and his skin. The pain was the most he had ever felt and he knew he would not survive this onslaught alone. She had honor, he could tell, and in that moment he thought he loved her, due to the roles they were forced in, because with her he would never have been, and with he the same. With either they never would have existed and come to this. He felt his connection with force grow stronger than it had ever been, as the feigns of death were beginning to flow into him. He senses something he wanted close, and he pulled with every ounce of the force he had availabe. His silver lightsaber extended and shot straight through chest with such force that b4 he died he knew he had speared her heart perfectly, just as her control of the force let off, the lightsaber extended above him fell into his bleeding and already dieing heart. The jungle had become more than day than anywould ever realize. More fell on that day than anyone could ever imagine.
Enjoy.