Jan 13, 2005 15:47
I am not: Mentally challenged......it's the ADHD so leave me alone!
I love: I don't know...
I hate: People that won't fucking shut they're mouths when you tell them to.
I fear: Losing things I don't Dislike or hate.
I hope: All the mistakes I have made turn out okay.
I hear: Music! Weee.
I crave: Candy. Oh, and wild sex. :-P
I regret: I don't think anything, even if not everything is perfect, I'd rather have it this way anyways.
I cry: At night when noone's around.
I care: About people I don't dislike/hate.
I always: Try to help people I don't dislke/hate.
I believe: In the freaky kinda shit you's would all laugh at me about....
I feel alone: A lot.
I listen: To my friends.
I hide: If everyone leaves me, I guess then I'm just alone, not hiding.
I drive: Illegaly. Oh, not like that? Hm, well.....I drive....uh...I don't....o_O
I sing: On karaeoke!
I dance: To DDR which, by the way, I would totally own any of you's at.
I write: My story, which has a little porn in it. ^_^ Oh and I just write little things when I need to get stuff off my chest.
I play: Pretty much any instrument you tell me to.
I miss: ....... :-/
I search: For a reason.....for everything.
I learn: Everything and anything I can, I'm sort of a philosopher you know.
I feel: Cast out.
I know: Little, and a lot, at the same time. Life's weird like that.
I say: Things before I think very often, usually when I'm angry, stay away from me if I am, I tend to and probably will say things I don't mean.
I succeed: Rarely, but I get by.
I dream: When I slumber XP Really though, I dream of a different life, one more exciting and erotic then this boring everyday constant boring-ness.
I wonder: About everything.
I want: Many things.....Too many things.
I give: People things I wish I could have, and yet...I also give some pain.
I fell: On this road we call life, I get up, but I'm sure to stumble later on.
I fight: The darkness.......
I am: Things you'd never imagine.
Alright well I got that outta the way, if you're not gunna read it, then, well.....I don't friggin know okay! Alright, Last few days have been very screwed up, and very confusing. My emotions aren't surfacing and they're all just tangled in each other. Anyways, Mike got suspended. Good stuff. I'm getting better at my Ocarina, and I figured out Kikyo's Soul on it. Yeah, I have two project in Social, hate it. Hockey's getting tough, we have about 5 or 6 games next weekend in 2 days, I'm gunna be wiped out. So my dad was bitching at me about my grades last night, nothing out of the ordinary. I feel like shit, blah, and I have to play my sax. I think I'm gunna procrastinate and play some DDR, so I'll update again later. Oh, I'll put chapter three in next update, I promise.