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[darrkdragon]

i dont know what to do, i think i'm doing the right thing but it also feels like the wrong thing.. i need to call my mommie. i have no idea how to choose. its either be with him or not be with him.. and this past week has been great,.. (we havent fought the whole time). but it just makes me wonder if he's being nice and not picking on everything about me just because he wants to save the relationship. so that makes me wonder. plus i'm scared because i am starting to have trouble with my bank accounts and such and for some reason i'm in the hole and i dont know how i got there. so i dont even know whether or not i'm going to have enough money to even move. but this also makes me think that maybe its a sign that maybe i shouldnt move. I dont know, those are things that i think about. and i scares me at the same time. because i just dont know either way. and i dont like not knowing.. usually i like to know where i'm going so then i know what to expect. and its just not like that.. and i dont like it at all..

input anyone?... i need advice and i dont know who to specifically ask to I will just ask for it all.. ^_^

any help would be appreciated.