Apr 14, 2008 15:31
Ali asked me prom. Thankfully, I was thinking with my head and turned him down. It wouldn't do to give the boy hope when there's none to be had. He's sweet, won't lie- but he's not for me, no matter what he's been thinking since eighth grade. Hopefully he won't become another Cameron.
Honestly, I can't even remember what i said, but I'm pretty sure it was one of those insincere, brush off, no-thanks type of things. Not that it matters. Expert in the affairs of the heartless, thank you very much. Dates to prom are far too close to romantic, and being honest, that's... not what I want from someone I don't already know inside and out. Sounds ridiculous, doesn't it? Oh, I'm going to be an old bird freak before I ever find someone, with standards like those.
Whatever. Not to mention he's religious. I couldn't deal with that for my life- even in that, well the bible has credit ways. Gods, I'm a fucked up person. xD
Erm...my posts are backing up. I've got three I need to reply to, but I'm waiting on lorenn's before I get to any of them if only becasue I'm too much in love with Solidus to think about anyone else. Sorry to Cyranno, Damien, and Vanya (not really Vanya, you right ass)- but that's how it's rolling right now. GAH, drama. You suck.
~Darrian