/em skanking
i have decided that nothign ever goes the way i want. that is just how it is. i think that karma/the great pumpkin/god/misc greater power enjoys fucking with me. and the whole time i know something is going to go wrong, but i have this disgusting hope like feeling that it will not go wrong, only to rub my optimisim in my face. and to make things better i am attracted to things i know i could never attain. makes me feel real special
but on to better things. friday i went over to niks, played halo (possibley halo 2, i have no idea) then went to a concert in detroit. getting there was kinda rough becasue we had no idea where it was and the bomb squad being in the way. we got there and it was hot. but hte bands were rocking
the first band, whoes name is lost to me, was a bunch of drunk angry men. i was glad when they got off stage. the there was WHOLE WHEAT BREAD. black men sounidng more pop punk than blink. they kicked it out. then the next hip hop rock, band gym class heroes, was dynamite. the stage presence was amazing , and the music was origianl and all that.
then the main band streetlight manefesto came on. all i can say is oh man. they were spectacular. i have never seen a concert where everythign was so perfect
they played flawlessly, everyone grooved them, the band to audience chemistry was amazing. the skanking was rampant and i have to say every person there was a skanking machine. people were so sweaty and nasty, it was fucking great. i have never touched people in so many places ( usually on accident) and not got laid. i bouhgt a tee shirt and the cd. i like them both very much so. i had a great time with mark, zizzle, nik, and albert. hessler was there and some other kid whom i really don't care for, was htere also. and 2 othe rkids i have seen but i have no idea where.
then on saturday i went ot niks party and that ws a great time. i figured out who his girlfriend was and as it turns out i know here and her sister from running hte julianas stuff. abby is fucking cool as hell. i am actually kind of jealous, because she is really nice and the adore each other. i wish i could have something like that, without the two-faced bullshit. then i went to the ballet that abby was ion, with nik, holly and nigel. abby performed beautifully, and made an unintentionally comedic seniro speech. comedy hour and a ballet.
so basically up to that point i had a very cultured weekend. then today i went to niks ot give him his graduation present, and ended up chilling the whole day. mark came over, and explained his predicament to us. so we went and got a $5 pizza, and had a fun discussion about women.
now i am at steves chilling with him and will, talking to junie about stuff. basically being in a not darren mood. i wish i could snap out of it but i am having a tough time getting out of the rut. guess that is what happens sometimes, becuase people are weak and pathetic fools.
so i bid you farewell, and will say this "post and post much"
but on to better things. friday i went over to niks, played halo (possibley halo 2, i have no idea) then went to a concert in detroit. getting there was kinda rough becasue we had no idea where it was and the bomb squad being in the way. we got there and it was hot. but hte bands were rocking
the first band, whoes name is lost to me, was a bunch of drunk angry men. i was glad when they got off stage. the there was WHOLE WHEAT BREAD. black men sounidng more pop punk than blink. they kicked it out. then the next hip hop rock, band gym class heroes, was dynamite. the stage presence was amazing , and the music was origianl and all that.
then the main band streetlight manefesto came on. all i can say is oh man. they were spectacular. i have never seen a concert where everythign was so perfect
they played flawlessly, everyone grooved them, the band to audience chemistry was amazing. the skanking was rampant and i have to say every person there was a skanking machine. people were so sweaty and nasty, it was fucking great. i have never touched people in so many places ( usually on accident) and not got laid. i bouhgt a tee shirt and the cd. i like them both very much so. i had a great time with mark, zizzle, nik, and albert. hessler was there and some other kid whom i really don't care for, was htere also. and 2 othe rkids i have seen but i have no idea where.
then on saturday i went ot niks party and that ws a great time. i figured out who his girlfriend was and as it turns out i know here and her sister from running hte julianas stuff. abby is fucking cool as hell. i am actually kind of jealous, because she is really nice and the adore each other. i wish i could have something like that, without the two-faced bullshit. then i went to the ballet that abby was ion, with nik, holly and nigel. abby performed beautifully, and made an unintentionally comedic seniro speech. comedy hour and a ballet.
so basically up to that point i had a very cultured weekend. then today i went to niks ot give him his graduation present, and ended up chilling the whole day. mark came over, and explained his predicament to us. so we went and got a $5 pizza, and had a fun discussion about women.
now i am at steves chilling with him and will, talking to junie about stuff. basically being in a not darren mood. i wish i could snap out of it but i am having a tough time getting out of the rut. guess that is what happens sometimes, becuase people are weak and pathetic fools.
so i bid you farewell, and will say this "post and post much"