Subjective relativity.
I like getting older.
For whatever reason, I have always wanted to find more symbolic significance in every day tasks and objects, but only recently have I really felt it.
Lately, I've been feeling like everything is tied together in intricate and elegant ways. I guess it's a matter of experience and perspective. Or, I'm creating a reality biased by my own wants and desires. Either way, I feel pretty good about myself and interactions with other people.
Even my negative interactions feel good. Because I feel like I'm internally okay with my own actions. Which is something I used to struggle with in the past. I stand up for my own beliefs and I say what I mean, even if it causes me a little bit of problems. I may not gain respect from everyone, as the majority of people don't like hearing or seeing resistance. However, when someone asks me to do something that is really irrelevent and useless (and I know it and can prove it), I call them on it and get them to explain themselves so they understand (I do pick and choose these battles of course, but I'll default to helping others if I have time).
... I feel like I've lost track of what I wanted to say in this entry, but, what I have said is significant enough to post.
For whatever reason, I have always wanted to find more symbolic significance in every day tasks and objects, but only recently have I really felt it.
Lately, I've been feeling like everything is tied together in intricate and elegant ways. I guess it's a matter of experience and perspective. Or, I'm creating a reality biased by my own wants and desires. Either way, I feel pretty good about myself and interactions with other people.
Even my negative interactions feel good. Because I feel like I'm internally okay with my own actions. Which is something I used to struggle with in the past. I stand up for my own beliefs and I say what I mean, even if it causes me a little bit of problems. I may not gain respect from everyone, as the majority of people don't like hearing or seeing resistance. However, when someone asks me to do something that is really irrelevent and useless (and I know it and can prove it), I call them on it and get them to explain themselves so they understand (I do pick and choose these battles of course, but I'll default to helping others if I have time).
... I feel like I've lost track of what I wanted to say in this entry, but, what I have said is significant enough to post.